Saturday, February 25, 2006
tell me what to do?
what can i do?
anyone?
Thursday, February 23, 2006
To dear friends.. (jas, aman, ying, ade, gerald, mac)
so sorry for not going. it should be a nice, fun and perfect dinner. don wish to spoil it. i'm really not in a mood to go. so sorry. i've my own reasons. you guys should know, ah da is supportive. will definately join in in almost every outing we had. really had my reason. pardon me for being stubborn. yes, sorry. i'm stubborn. so sorry guys.. this matter really teaches me, "i cant pleased everyone" "not everyone can be pleased". truely sorry guys. hope you guys can understand. =(
message to... ...
- jas - dear girl, i'm sure you're the one who know me best. you should roughly know how i felt and how i tink. i'm sure if you were me, you'll be doing the same bah. sorry girl.. tink you know not i wanna PS you.. i had my reasons. should know what kinda person am i.. so sorry..
- ying & aman - sorry girls for the disappointment. pls pardon me for that. i'm truely sorry..
- ade - i'm really sorry.. really sorry for that. know your hard work. know you've tried to get things settled. but in the end i still cant make things work. really sorry. hope you understand. yes, and to jas too.. knew her hardwork too.. thanks peeps!
- mac & gerald - sorry dudes for not going. sorry..
*FRAGILE!!!* easy come, easy go..
fast come, fast go...
HATE THOSE PEOPLE! DAMN SELFISH! DAMN SARCASTIC! DAMN WHATEVER! HATE! HATE! HATE!
yeppie, i'm backie! hurr! for the past weeks were kinda busy.. hmms, shall i describe it as busy? or being bothered by something(S)? hmms, juz had the feeling like kinda borthered? stressed? vexed over something? or what? sigh.. not sure.. the feeling is juz not good! was really feeling low, down and upset.. both mentally and physically!
this few weeks is really suckie for me!! sigh.. donno what and how can i say it out.
*miserable*hate this kinda entry! hate this few weeks! hate the node i'm having!
I HATE BEING VEXED! I HATE BEING BOTHERED! I HATE BEING STRESSED! my brain is cracking!!when can it be over???
I DON'T WANNA FALL SICK!!!Tuesday, February 14, 2006
EVERY eVeRy every thing has already over.
it's a history..
it's a pass..
it's all became memories..
today then we (mum, dad, bro, me, cia, sip .. ... ...) get to know stories about the pass of great grandfather, great grandmother, grandfather and grandfather's sis (our BIG BIG aunt) hurr!
our big aunt told us alot of those upset stories which happened during their generations.. was a long and very upset story.. which even my father that batch of siblings also dont know! it all happen when our big aunt was still a small kid... she told us lots..
as great grandpa passed away, den she tell us de...
realise that after great grandpa's dead, all of us the lower lower generation den get to know alot of thing.. knowing so much.. the feeling isnt good. and i donno how to say out my feelings.. sigh..
"ren dou si le.. jiang na me duo yea mei you yong.."
that's why after great grandpa is dead, BIG aunt den told us the whole story.. sigh.. though was very interested and curious to know so much abt the pass, BIG aunt still want us to know. cuz she tink that we are all old enough to know everything. and wanted us to make everything clear. if she din tell, all of us WILL NEVER KNOW!! even my parents wont get to know.. but after all, all of us still respect him, our great grandfather..
sigh~...
miserable eh..
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anyway,
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!Saturday, February 11, 2006
我会好好的花还香香
的时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的
Friday, February 10, 2006
i've been spending my pass few days greatly! haha... went chinatown to eat porridge, shop around.
went to catch "i not stupid too".. by right is juz only me and raed watching nia. raed went to jio my bro, my couz (nic, cia, sip) all come! wahaha~!! before movie, raed and i went to shop for tibits for movie. haha! anyway had a nice evening! =]
comfortable, sweet and nice! keke =X the firework was swent to watch fireworks.. of cuz was wif raed.. hahaha... =X we were at the nicest and perfect view! the wind was so nice... not too cold, as raed's hugging me wif his arm around.. was soo nice! right from our view, the firework is like juz bombing up right infront of us! our view is really really PERFECT! lol.. no one standing infront of us.. no one blocking.. it like the firework is juz splashing right infront of us loh. reali like that moment! so nice! hmms.. or is it call that romantic? =X
OMG!! dont tink so bah.. lol.. what i can say it's reali perfect lah. hahaha!
also not forgetting abt shopping wif raed.
he's like almost everyday waited for me after skl loh. no matter what time i dismiss, he surely will wait for me in skl de. haha.. how nice of raed.. =p cuz i know, for you to wait for me for so long, is damn boring and tired loh. but you still choose to wait. thanks raed! =] and sometimes you juz waited for me and den we go home tog. =]
for this pass few days, we've also been thinking and planning... as few days after is raed's sis wedding! planned everything nicely and everyone were all longing for that day!
ytd, should have gone home after skl to pack my stuff to raed's hse and den mit sis for pedicure and medicure.. but.. but.. but... things doesn't go as our way.. ;(
... ... ... ytd morning received a call from dad.. told me great grandfather had juz pass away... :(
everything got clashed!!
was kinda sad...
cuz someone in the family had passed away...
cuz i cant attend sis's wedding... as everything was alr well planned!
*ARGH!!*cuz spoil me and raed's mood..
cuz spoil me and raed's plan..
cuz i think i disappoint raed's and family? and couz too?
cuz i've alr plan and talk abt it wif raed's couz too! but in the end i din turn up..
sigh~ ... .... so
miserable!!
ytd, in skl juz to do proj for the whole day! rushing wif proj! cant mit deadline!!
*goSh!*after skl, raed and i went home tog.. we were feeling so sian loh.. :(
got home, bathed, attend funeral.. T.T
it's my first time i attend funeral! it's my first time one of my family member passed away.. din went to see him for the last time before he's going into the coffin. cuz i'm afraid if i go, i might not reali be able to attend sis wedding le.. was damn damn damn confusing at the moment!
sigh!i did shed tears.. esp 2nd great grandma.. she's so old.. her eye bag is so swollen! she shed her tears every now and then.. :(
reached home quite late. rushed for my resume to be passed up by today!
last min when i wanna save, micosoft word hanged!!
WTH....!!!this morning din went to skl. too damn F tired!! i slept at 3am! wif com on.. today's lesson is at 8am.. do you tink i'm able to wake up? somemore i've got important resume need to be handed up! and at that stupid timing, the programe got hanged!!
WT.... ....damn tired.. cant waited anymore. so went to slp (at 3am)... woke up at 11am juz now.. to redo my resume! when i wanna print, printer got prob!!
*ARGH!!* STUPID DAMN SUAY CAN!!!in the end, wasn't able to print although i've done it!!
*ARGH!!!* i'm gonna HACK it!! not going to gif a damn anymore!!!
shall go skl later on for mini proj!! deadline is reaching soon! TMD!! we still got stuck on our mini proj!!
*ARGH!!*going for funeral tonight again...
*NOT MY DAY!!*
all the best great grandpa.. hope you can do well into another world.. though we've got so many generations in between and hardly talk. but it's lucky that we've the fate to meet with 4 generations! we love you! you fall sick, and grow so thin. pls eat more in the other world kay.. hehe.. =]
**we alwaz very naughty.. playing wif great grandpa's head and hair! lolx.. cuz he centre part don have hair. =p**
~**though cant attend for sis's and andy's wedding, i sincerly wish you couple a happy marriage. zu ni meng yong yuan xin fu kuai le! zao sheng qui zi! faster gif raed a niece/nephew .. if not he's alwaz being so childish to me. hahaha! =X bleah! **~2
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comical
no other pose.. =p
he yawn, i shout.. can tell? lolx!!
taken in bus... nothing to do.. =p
nice? ANDELINE AH~~!!! STILL ON THE PHONE AH?~!!! NEVER END AH~~~~....
me, huimin, lester, you mian, huilin, andeline
he act cute =X hahaha... =p
unaware....
we're all listening to san jie telling her nursing experiences.. omg!! it's so interesting can..
we're damn stupid funny loh..
eating at my hse. lol.. sit on the floor and eat. hse no table? lol.. pai sehs... =X
Front: lester, andeline, you mian Back: raed, me, huimin, huilin
our frenz at our hse.. hahaha.. my lau peng you! (old fenz) haha..
Monday, February 06, 2006
had a day today wif huimin, huilin, andeline, bro, raed and you mian (our san jie!) hahaha.. all of us had a day today. initally they all came to my hse.. raed was here earlier.. and den san jie reach.. after that den huilin, huimin and andeline came later on... spend half the day at my hse.. crapping, fooling ard, pic taking session, chatting and oso not forgetting abt gossiping! lol!
ard evening all of us headed to san jie's hse.. went over to view some fotos.. abt san jie's life studying over board at Australia.. =] well, tink she enjoy herself there quite much wif her nice frenz ard.. can reali see she's adapting her life over there.. =] anyway, reali wishing her all the best in academically!! san jie is reali a nice and sweet lady! =D
everyone is like all grow up le loh.. things change.. hardly sees and mit up wif each other loh..
after we went to san jie's hse, all of us went to had katong laksa for our dinner tog wif chow yong! haha! all of us saw his gf today! keke! =X
and den we headed to parkway parade for ice cream and den shopped for awhile..
Saturday, February 04, 2006
argh~!!! i'm so irritated by the 2 BIG pimples on my face!! argh!! think must be due to insufficient sleepness which causes to it.. TT-TT
that 2 BIG pimples is like juz pop up suddenly de loh.. so irritating.. -.-
recently wasn't reali in a good mood... both raed and i are like keep feeling tired and troubled wif some prob. anyway we do took care of each other.. so actually was quite ok loh.. juz that bordering wif probs tog. yup, we're going through ups and downs tog... =]
got back home quite late today.. reached home at abt 1am plus.. so tired... tml still gotta do hse chores.. sigh.. anyway, tml raed and i will be going bugis for shopping! =D
today after skl, din went out wif the rest like usual. cuz mit raed.. raed fetch me from skl to his hse.. ya, he from home, go skl fetch me, den we go home tog.. hurr... so sweet of him to fetch me from skl.. some more his destination is home, skl, home.. repeated wan. hahaha! den some more this morning he woke up early to my bus stop and mit me to go skl tog loh. hahaha! he's so nice! felt kinda guilty. like i'm making him tired and making him running here and there. however, we do had a good nap in the noon. =]
oh ya.. this afternoon, at home, he bully me! keep teasing me non stop! which reali make him LOL!!
hmph!! kip disturbing me! raed ah.. hide at one corner in the hse... den when i walk pass, he suddenly pop up and scare me. den i got a big shocked and scream cuz scared.. ya, i admit i'm a coward.. i'm easily to get scare off kay.. = / budden i gif him a kick juz right after i got scare off.. hahaha! i'm a violent gf?? lol!
hmm, had juz post up a new link.. it's sit down's link.. ya, he ask me do advertising de..
alwaz asking me to do all this kinda shity thingy for him.. argh!~
anyway, finally he reali found someone he reali loves.. (i tink) lol...
jo, hope you treat her well kay.. stop ur flirting nonsense kay.. jas and i know you like her alot kay.. ya, cuz jo keep mentioning abt his
"pearl" the whole day for non stop.. having a conversation in the 3 of us, surely got 4 to 5 sentances he's mentioning abt his
"PEARL" ... keep telling us his love story.. OMG!!!
he looks shag and tired wif the nerddy hair style.. =p no time and mood for him to care abt his image... =P
isn't he's cute? lol.. he's alwaz been holding my water container for me.. alwaz like to make me drink plenty of plain water.. even till now, he still does.. hehehe..
i was hospitalized on our 4th month.. :( i like this pic. cuz it's so funny.. look, who's face expression looks more like a patient? he's more upset than me when i was hospitalized. lol.. raed still say me.. : you still got mood to take foto ah? not pain le arh? .. lol.. he's really more worried than i worried for myself. haha! it's our 4th mth leh.. we spend the 24hrs on 141205 in hospital.. look at raed's eye.. he seems haben been sleeping for days.. reali thanks lots, raed.. for taking GREAT care of me!! love you lots! hahaha! =p
Thursday, February 02, 2006
great grandmother, grandfather, me..
i like this best! our family foto! wahahaha!
yay! he like me best! only wif me, he wont fool around and disturb me.. he's my best!! i love you, grandpa! =D
my grandpa is alwaz so playful.. he purposely don wanna take pic.. wanna fool around.. -.-
bro, grandma, grandpa, dad, me..
fooling around.. non stop..
here's all my couz and my bro! first row (front) : nic.. sec row : sip, cia, hazel... back row : celes, me, stanley, lester
comical... =p
sip, celes, me, cia
all so funny.. lol..
sip, me, cia
me and sip's family.. lol.. i extra.. hahaha... anyway i was invited.. not i BHB kay.. haha.
me and my family wif our car at our back.. lol.. cant see the car.. it's been block by us..
from me in clock wise... me, hazel, celes, cia, sip.. they are all my couz! girls only! =p
starting from me in clockwise.. me, my big aunt, my bro, and my couz celes..
starting from me in clock wise.. me, couz alicia, big aunt, couz sip aka stupid girl, couz celes..
took this during CNY day 1.. (me and my family)
funny funny fun fun..!! hahahaha.. all are cartoons.. behave like small kido! LOL!!
i like this pic.. it's so fun and funny when we took this! LOL!! all are so cartoon! LOL!!
me and jas
i hate his face! feel like punching him on his face. =p
me and jo
lol
they are buddies.. jo and seng..
jas, jo, me..
